I first brought a show to Edinburgh in 2007 under the guise of Belt Up (Nothing To See / Hear). I (Alex) brought a, most likely misguided, version of Trainspotting and a play I had written at secondary school. Over 20 shows and many years later, the Fringe feels like a very different beast.
We (The Flanagan Collective) haven't brought a new show up for a few years. This year, our experience here feels very different.
Edinburgh Fringe Festival is many things for many people. You even get asked on an application form why you are coming. And it's a good question, because for everyone here - regardless of what you want to get out of it - we put the same stuff in: energy, hard work, money...plenty of money.
Edinburgh Fringe Festival is, though, valuable in so many ways. For me when I was 18 it was valuable as a damn good adventure. In 2008 and when we brought The Red Room as Belt Up Theatre it was valuable to be seen, to make a noise as loud as we could and for a few people to hear us. And the cost and the value don't always match up - we lost a lot of money in 2008, but what we gained was far more valuable. All of us who were involved in that first 2008 foray in to the Fringe are still here - working full time as theatre makers. And none of us would be without that year.
We are running Fable in Summerhall this year. It's a new show for us. I know more, now, about how we make theatre together than I did even in 2012 when we made Beulah. The popularity of Beulah took us genuinely by surprise - it wasn't an accident, we poured a lot of creative and care and heart in to the show. But we hadn't come up to grab 5 star reviews and international tours - to hit the jackpot as Lyn Gardner quotes. We'd come up to show some work as a relatively new company. To make a bit of noise and be seen.
Now, with Fable, I realise it takes us longer to make work. Or rather, to finish work. This year Edinburgh is a hugely valuable place to run a show for four weeks straight. That's not easy to do the rest of the year. To run a show in London for four weeks straight is tough and more expensive than the Fringe. To run a show in a regional theatre for four weeks straight is even harder. Because, rightly so, the gatekeepers of those spaces want to see your work, they want to know what you're about. So here, in Edinburgh, they can see your work.
What's even more valuable than that is the rest of the people who are in the city - the audiences, the artists, the programmers, the organisations, the reviewers, the old friends and the new friends. For us, this four week run is the start of a big journey for the show. We want to get it out around the UK and also out around the world. Every conversation we have in Edinburgh this year is valuable.
Every conversation with an audience member in person or online is valuable. Every review, whether good or bad, is valuable. Every person from the industry who watches and chats afterwards is valuable. Not because that person is going to book the show right there and right then - but it's the start of a conversation.
And every conversation is feedback on the work, or on the style, or the progression of us as a company. That's how we have found ourselves valuing Edinburgh this year. Because it's impossible to know everything about a piece of work until people are there watching it, until you've had a good run at it, until you've watched it over and over and watched other people watching it. Edinburgh is a wonderful place to do that.
So after Fable closes at Summerhall we will pick up all the conversations we have started. And we will take all those conversations back in to a rehearsal room and feed them all in to the show. From the wonderful tweets we've had to the review which said a character based on a real person wasn't very believable - all of those we'll take with us. Because the great tweets make us happy and reviews like that mean I need to write a real person better. And that's helpful to know.
We couldn't have all those conversations anywhere else, I don't think - in person, online, in bars, after shows, on the streets whilst flyering. It's a unique place.
Why do so many companies take their work up to Edinburgh Fringe Festival? Why do so many people risk money, energy, time on such a packed festival? I'm sure there are as many answers as there are artists up here.
But, for us, with Fable, there is no better place to have begun this show. And 9 years after my first adventure up here, I'm happy to know that.
Production photos by Alex Brenner